Friday, September 15, 2006
had a big quarrel today again.
just couldnt understand..
how much i meant to her.
how hurt when we always quarrel..
i understand she treasure her frenx alot.
just dun understand.
y cant she treat me like her fren too.
i know she loves me.
it's just d way she express.
it's too harsh i would say.
almost turn out to be a break up.
i wouldnt wan.
dun wish to give up this r/s so easily.
because she really meant alot to me.
i dunno how long can we last.
but i really hope tat things will be better.
i will change my attitude.
i will be a better carmen.
i will be a better gf
and give her my best till d end..
-iloveyou-
shattered`* 9/15/2006 02:30:00 AM
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